Never in a million years did I think I would be excited about this:
My new cane.
Today I sent my letter of intent to work.
Yes, I am still actually an employee though I
haven't worked since May 2011. But I had to
let them know that I won't be returning and will
be retiring. I dreaded it because it felt like giving up.
I am not giving up. I am still fighting. I know
now that I have to really focus on other pursuits
staying as well as possible, art, writing (that's another
story), home, family, God, friends. Of course my
list is not in the right order. Having to close this
door is scary and not easy but it has to be done.